a death and 2 announcements

announcement 1:
i'm sure you've noticed, or maybe you haven't, but i stopped commenting on my reading throughout this month. Rest assured, I am NOT done, but I WILL finish by the 30th. But the real reason I stopped writing was because it became too much about reading to have something to have something to post and the emphasis on all the things in this previous post got lost in the midst. also, i started to feel a little like a preacher, which i'm not, and less like a girl working on her faith.

announcement 2:

this blog has gone through many changes,

at first it was about blessings

then

it was about sorrow

then

it became about Bible reading

and now

i'm confused about its direction

so...the blog as it stands is about to be killed.

the initial goal was to document my year as it was set aside to sacrifice and grow. my year is still about growth. it's still about imperfect sacrifices. there will still be great moments and hard moments. and most importantly God will still be present in the midst of it all.

i'm just uncertain about how to document all of this. so there might be sporadic posts. or maybe i'll start posting more regularly with daily posts. or...the possibilities are endless. so i'm leaving you hanging a little bit, but i think it's better than you thinking i fell off the face of the earth.